What Use To Be

 Darkened beauty

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The Ultimate Meme or....

 ....what happens when you pull your bottom lip over your head and swallow

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Hurray For The Red, White And Blue

In any combination you choose

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The Batteries Just Finished Charging

 She was there

do I complicate things

the way I say things with or without my words 

is there an off switch

 the delight of black and white
the challenge of the finger in the white glove
touches the interlude
the worst you could think, you were my muse
to never end
to love again
to lose again
to never end
     to love again....

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Re-mixing 1963 Stereo (9)

 Roll Over Beethoven

Headphone mix

beatles_apple corp ltd

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Riding The Dragon

round and round and round

is it you I see or the chemicals brewing in me

creating more illusion infusing spiked emotions

kind of wish there was a "some screen" lotion to rub on

some times I go too far, some times I dare the stars

it's the chance I take, my mistakes, another word for fate

the fools are the one's who thought me a fool

to be full of life and maybe that chemical brew

a cocktail of you

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Candide

 The best of all possible worlds

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Doctor Who Meets Joni Mitchell

 Time tunings

I've been wrong before but this right isn't making sense

I don't want to be here but I don't know how to stay away

Something has changed and it fills my time, my sometimes, to many times

writer's block whispers to stop looking for what I don't find and become a new kind

the same as the other kind, like the last kind dividing my time, once upon a time

getting lost in keyless locks, speechless clocks, forget-me-nots, drawing lots 

pulling slots seduced by rumors, vicarious secrets, followers and seekers 

once it was them, "where or when", some but not all understand moments

I've been wrong before but this right isn't making sense

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She Has Many Moods

 A flickering candle

Aunt Anna, the eldest of thirteen children, gave this figurine to me

She was wise, told good stories, a bit brutally honest when called for

comfortable company and left to raise two son's 

It worked out in the end

I still knock on doors 

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Six Layers Deep

Art

Visual Art

Performing Art

Musical Art

Composition Art

Cultural Art

Literary Art

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Help Me With This one

 Is this Reader's Digest material or, if expanded, is it Hallmark Movies material 

I was awakened a little before 5:00 AM from a pinched nerve and a bothersome dream. My pinched nerve has been with me just shy of three weeks. This never happened before. A pinched nerve rarely remained beyond a second day. I actually can't remember a third day. 

It's more a dull pain that sometimes travels down my leg(s) which produces a weird tingle, a mild shock.  I'm just glad it seldom strikes like a lightning bolt which hit me that way in my sleep last night. 

I was dreaming that I was sleeping with my wife and young child. (I'm not married and my children are grown.) It was warm peaceful sleep and then it all changed. My dream daughter, (I do have three and a son) with out reached arms, was tearfully crying, "Daddy," "Daddy," "Daddy" on and on and....that's when I woke up from the wicked pain and wished I could cry out for my Daddy. 

Soon I began to laugh when I saw my contorted face in the mirror as I gradually took some steps to loosen up while quietly creating more new and different swear words and phrases.

My "cure all" helped set things straight: fully extended arms over my head with hands together....shoot me....stretch upward....shoot me please....something moved in place....please, please shoot me....it's gone....never mind. The pinching and the realignment both can happen in less than one second. It can be as quick as turning a light on and off. 

I later folded bath towels, did a laundry load, walked to two stores and stopped at someone's house. It all had it's moments but it was manageable. No big deal. I'm use to the pain. I'm use to thinking I should find a better way.

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